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Sunday, January 2, 2011, 12:40 AM

First thing and for most, i would like to wish a very Happy new year to all :D i'm sorry if i've been neglecting my blog eversince last month. I promised, once my laptop is fine, i'll consistantly update if i have the time. Oh well, nobody is reading so forget it.

So hello 2011 and goodbye 2010. I've never complaint that 2010 has been a bitch to me. I'm still grateful that i'm still living comfortably with my lovelies around me. Shits did happened but still, life has to move on. No use to dwell over it. My last year resolution, i have achieved it :D That is, get 19 points and below for N level, grow longer hair, highlights, support family and lastly be with Alun. Yes! Alhamdullilah, i managed to get Alun met my sister, lol. For me, that's an achievement ok because .......... haha!

I'm glad i met a great bunch of people before my 2010 end. My colleagues, eventhough i'm not those party type girl, i still love hanging out with them. You know, its hard for a First Try Work Nerdy Girl to mixed around :P HAHA! throughout 2010, i cherished every single bits of my secondary four moments because i know we might not meet EVERYONE this year. It has been proven, we all gonna be separated. Singapore is High-tech so no use for me to say " don't forget me " because we can still communicate with each other. " Nawaitu yang penting "

As for my girls, i've nothing to say. See you soon Farah): i shall try not to be nasty this year.

My family, yes i admit we've overcome such circumstances. I'm glad to have parents that keep on trying to find a way out. Insya'allah by the mid of this year, we'll be find. I can only support them from the back (: Mama and me planned to go on a holiday next year once everything is under control. Once i've moved to New Home :D can't wait! i'll be near to Alun as well :D It saddened me though, hearing mama telling me she is trying to save up more money for this and that. Trying not to buy unneccessary things. Papa said " Once you've your license, i'll get you a car " wait.... " you can use my name, i mean. " haha! Having sister and brothers that cared for me eventhough they're busy with work and friends, i appreciate their hardwork.

My one and only dearest boy, Alun. The very first time we went out on eve together yesterday. The very first time i'm going to school alone): You know its hard but we are striving for our dreams. I really hope you'll get into the diploma that you really wanted. Yesterday you pulled me forward and walk with me and said,

Me : i'm sorry i can't stay till countdown. you should know why. not the time for me yet as my house is far from here and i have no transport to get home.
A: it's okay, i understand. me too, i pity mama at home. no worries ok? one year plus later, we do not have to worry all this. everything will be on plan.

well, he specificly said what is the plans but i shall just keep it a secret :D My new year resolutions gonna be :

chiong for O's and do well for all subjects. Doesn't matter H.nitec or Poly
try hotel frontline as an experience to support family end of examination
forever with Alun
NOTHING BUT O LEVELS O LEVELS AND O LEVELS

HEHE! yeah, i'm motivated. i really hope i can focus more on what i should be focusing and not be distracted with such minor problems. hehe, i've started my dance practice and i'm gonna invite parents and Alun for this SYF :D

This year will just be a serious year for myself with a little entertainment! I shall stop enjoying for now because i already been going out for the past three months, NON STOP till i gone bankrupt! haha. my hair is black now which means i'm ready for school, NOT. haha! oh well,i'm gonna stay home tomorrow with family! it has been long time since we last have a family reunion): i envy you Alun. you are busy fishing and picnic with family at dam, envy you! hehe.

Alright shut up mira, Goodnight!