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Saturday, June 12, 2010, 11:18 PM

Dulu waktu umurku belasan tahun sudah
Aku pernah ingin merasakan apa itu cinta
Tapi ku tak tahu bagaimana 'tuk memulai
Kadang ada perasaan yang tak bisa kujelaskan

Holiday just started yesterday for me. i've been busy with my art canvas and attending malay dance(for fun) but my weekends for last week was aweeeesome! my one week extended school was plain boring, i skipped a day from school because there was a test on history. i'm totally exhausted from waking up early in the morning just to go to school. i'll be attending camp on monday. shitz! not looking forward cause mama said it's haunted ):

so as i've stated earlier. last week's weekend was awesome right? yes it is, i went to beach road with sis and dirah then we went for karaoke at cash studio @ somerset. the cost was reasonable eventhough we extended an hour there. thanks sis! we record a lot of video of the songs we sang and WE wont upload all. haha, memalukan aja! pictures will be at facebook.

OH!something has just kept on lingering on my mind. lately, we began to trust each other even more.(but all this while, we trust also, hehe.) whatever mistakes we did, we will just let it slip through our fingers. we don't hold grudges towards each other eventhough he still does. haha. yes, i betrayed him. but not as bad as what OTHER girls has done towards their loved ones. my mistakes has been corrected. people said, history may repeat itself. but it won't be repeated if we ourself know the do's and dont's.

by the way, a particular lady just approached me to seek for help. guess what she said to me? my boyfriend kept blaming me for everything and it's not easy for him to give in and forget what happened eventhough i'm innocent. wait, i've read the messages that the boyfriend send it to her, sungguh menyakitkan hati! you're accusing, blaming, humiliating your own girlfriend, mind you. " i love you " does not mean all, you have to express it all to her. she is sacrificing her happiness just for you. bengap betul!

but girl you still have long way to go :D

like i said, we have our own flaws. who says it is impossible for us to put aside our flaws? most of us can, why not me huh? he made me proud yesterday. i'm so touched by him. awwwww! told him about my precious people, the situation and etc while having dinner yesterday. he kept quiet and looked me in the eye, my tears nearly roll down. i controlled it. he said he pity me and ask about the condition here. i felt ease after telling him everything. at least there's someone to listen to my sorrow and even answer it.

the he is not other than hairul :D

he still entertain me despite my mood yesterday. actually i was fed up because we wanted to watch Karate Kid yesterday, i called dirah for help to check out the timing, vivo and plaza sing timing is too late since he has plans with his friends. we went to cineleisure cause there's a nice timing, but damn. when we got there, it was totally sold out. ape lagi, mengamok lah mira. haha, i put a long gloomy face. disappointed ok! -____-" so ya we got no plans after that and nearly argue just cause we couldn't make up our mind to have our dinner. haha, end up walk one round at wheelock and ion and off to far east. at easteler restaurant, on the way there saw kari, fiska and fahmy.

woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i must be bored now. hahaaa. kept on typing shitz over here. i can't wait for N'level to be over cause i'll be enjoying non stop, haha. i mean i'll be out from Singapore for awhile, hehe. sis in law and myself planned to go Bali cause the seafood and the beach, wah marvellous beb! the things over there is quite affordable too and reasonable price. but i'll still wanting to go Paris/France. haha! or even better, travel around the world :D

ok laugh at me. laugh at me sis, dirah. hahaha! i've got lots to say cause i miss blogging. it'll be once in a lifetime i'll update this long. haha. next week i'll be attending wedding ceremony at Sembawang CC. hehe, meeting these two ladies here again :D the next day will be having Pertapis Walkathon. my holiday is so plain boring. someone, just enlighten it please.

but i'm glad i had fun yesterday :D it was randomly planned at the end but it was worth going out on the saturday rather than staying home. AND i think i did a mistake in the beginning. i'll bare in mind that do not be over confident about an outing/event that everything going to be fun/exciting/alright/perfect. nothing is perfect. stupid me!

i just remember that yesterday was mama and papa's 32nd Anniversary! hehe, they were blushed when all of us wished them. whatever happens, i'm still grateful for having them with me now :D sheeesh, fifa world cup started yesterday. when i was on the way home at Jurong Point, a crow in front of the mrt control station, was yelling due to the goals just now eventhough i was listening to my songs. fyi, mostly are the bangladeshi. hehe.

i kept coughing for the past four days. dry cough(batuk kering), something like that lah. haha. irritating you know. sheeesh.

usually when i update, i have problem of ending my post and starting my post. so what should i do? maybe i'm turning in soon. i've been waking up early for the past 13 days. haha Goodnight!

Hairul take care when you're there @ Trekking. tell me when you're free, i want Karate Kid badly -___-"