I'm back from the 3D2N recreational cca camp. the place was alright, not as bad as i expected. everything went smooth sailing. the facilities was perfect exclude the food. haha. i did enjoyed during the camp eventhough i wasn't that hyper at certain time. mostly, i just kept quiet and i really look pale without any powder on,lol.
being alone at the 2nd night and been ignored quite badly. what should i say more? nothing, just gave a blank and pathetic look to them. whatever, merak kayangan still rocks(:
my mind is in a mess. i couldn't think properly. i went out with mama the whole day today, a lot of stuff we talk about. from the past to the future. about babys-teenagers-adults stuff. there's something just bothering my family. that thing is just easy to disappear in a second. like mama said, it's like a water. sigh, i can't help much. on the brighter note, i just hope i'll enjoy my weekend this week. lets just hope and see.
sadly, you went off just like that. isn't wrong for me to be mad about it? it's quite reasonable. nobody is giving me the attention that i wanted, so why can't it be you that i wanted to rely on? yet instead, you giving me the cold shoulder and scold me. you and your hobby has just distanced us apart. tsk, i'm not heartless to stop you from it right.
or perhaps, you're still clueless what happened to me recently. nobody realize, you know.
maybe, i should just stay in the dark. hahahaha, macam emo -____-" oh pleaseeee mira, you should start doing your assignment rather than thinking those unnecessary stuff which is not worth it.
i'm still tired due to the amazing race @ changi i had during the camp. but i'll be sleeping late today cause currently watching Greece vs Nigeria. heh, Goodnight!
Thursday, June 17, 2010, 11:35 PM