i'm not looking forward to school now. i don't wish to face everything that is happening in school. i would love to stay in my home. safe and secure including peace. i don't wish to utter a word. i don't wish to lend a hand to help people that will risk myself, my precious people, my life. sometimes i wonder, if i'll be way off better without this happening. i hate those happening in school now.
am i invisible or what? " the best thing is just to trust yourself, no one else "
so i'll be giving school a miss tomorrow, mama asked me out to Bugis, but i think i will just stay home alone tomorrow.
netherless, i got all my exams script back. it was well done for some of them EXCLUDE MATH.
english : 60/100 math : 43/100
art : 69/100
mt : 70/100
Combined Humanities : 69/100
Combined Science : 66/100
the failing subject has made me motivated to work harder(:
i went to school and home with Yasmin today. we pour every single shits we had towards each other. i seems to be feeling much better but the inner heart, made us feeling down. i've tons of things in mind.
are you trying to get away from my life? oh no, i've just got some news. good news perhaps? do you wanna know?
why things goes this way when i'm just trying to help, but i'm the one who to be blame most.
i did my part to him but it doesn't concern you. its between you and him. none of my concern.
equal? it is not even a fair one. i thought you're the best of mine but indeed, you're not.
" find your friends wisely. find the ones who can cry and laugh with you. not the ones who only will laugh together with you. "
mainly that is. studies? i won't update here. mama going to Batam this weekend with Mummy. so i'll be sleeping over at Mummy's house to accompany sis. maybe will be attending Pertapis meeting and still considering where to go after that, either go home or go out with " i dont know who? " any one wanna go out this weekend? i'm bored!
hehe, i felt happy to stay at home with families ): i'm out!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010, 8:30 PM