Dirah faced the similar situation as me. surprisingly, we have the same attitude. we are weak. we are clueless. we don't know why we are behaving this way. we don't know which is our choices. we just want to free from those matter. right cousin? hahaha!
so people might be wondering now, what kind of situation we are facing? it's not a common situation. so yeah, its between both of us. yes, me and Dirah only.
yesterday went out with mama to Aunt house. while on the way and while i was getting ready, mama kept motivating me to keep pursuing my dreams and don't give up. right now, parents are depending with 2nd brother and who knows next, they will be depending on me? i have to get prepare. she is not presurring me but just to ensure me on the right path. soon after my big examination is over, i won't be working cause 2nd brother don't allow me to. sigh, i can't say more cause i have no points to do so. the most important thing is, i have to go for my dreams.
geeeeee :D forget about that. i woke up late today cause it was raining in the morning and i decided to sleep back :D woke up and wash up and did my art all the way till evening. so yes, i did not bath till 7pm! hahahaa, dah macam Abirah pula xD oppps sorry Birah. hehe! wait, i bathed already okay now! felt so cold now, anytime can doze off.
another week of normal school tomorrow! gah! going home after school as usual :D but will be having Sport Day on Friday at Woodlands Stadium. Shikin/Nana datang tau!
right now i'm having blister on my both leg. it kept bleeding since yesterday, i had to put some oilment cause the pain like @#%@#@@ until now! currently watching Ahmad Albab, so long never watch this. heheee. okay i'm off ! bye!
Sunday, April 4, 2010, 8:33 PM
