OUT FROM THAT TOPIC. something is just bothering me lately. I've started to hate coming back home eventhough i feel it's the best place to sneak in. I hate to be accused of what i didn't meant to do. The feeling is sucks like as if i'm a kid to just utter such words. Now we are like a stranger living under the same unit. shitzzzzzz. can't wait till i'm 18 and we're out from here and off to Khatib. Near with all my beloved<3>
No matter how things gone wrong, Insya'allah i'll be able to cope and not to pressure myself cause i've learned that every problems has its own solution and have to be positive and confident :D remember that ok? Tomorrow will be going to Nyp Production, impossible that i'll miss it cause i've been attending the production eversince 2008? Gotta meet my ladies tomorrow evening! and gonna start my work after a long off for myself. haha! i asked for it. A Mc, morning shift, wed off till friday. haha too much eh?
Will be on the phone with Sirah and off to sleep. Miss you Muhd Hairul B Muhd Suwandi<3
They said i brainwashed him.
Saturday, October 16, 2010, 11:31 PM
Few days spend with you wasn't enough for me. But i know there'll be more to come. I know you don't feel comfortable with me around you, nevermind i get it. I won't say much because i have no rights to say anything.
Few days ago, i had lunch with kartina and her two guy friends. some words he said has made me realize something.
" rimas berkepit hari-hari " haha. same old reasons. You admit it too. I'm really lost for words.
Enough! This week i've been constantly going out which tires me out. Wednesday, i went out to accompanied Bf to shopping, well not really shopping i should say. Because nothing interests him. He bought ripcurl flipflop and a pair of black cargo(he bought for me too). We had our lunch together at Swensen. Like finally i had it with him? After a year? haha. Went from one places to another places. Did we had our dinner? I forgot. But i must say, i ate alot. With him around, for sure i won't starve :D
The next day off to Job hunting with Kart :D hugged her when we met. Off to town first. Went to A LOT OF SHOPS, LIKE REALLY A LOT UNTIL WE FORGOTTEN WHICH SHOP WE WENT. But we managed to get into 1 interview and applied 1 form. BORING! We really wanna work at either Accesorize or River Island. Lunch at far east with her guy friends. Then continue job hunting(after her guy friends went off), still no news. Then waited for Kas, Nadiah and Fatin, accompany them job hunt too. It was like around 6 plus? Me and Kart were feeling very restless. So around 6pm, me and Kart went off first. I met sis and her? idk. Went for Pertapis meeting until 930pm. Had to do some work for the Event on saturday(yesterday). Got prank calls from this Nas whatever shit. Get to know from Bf today that it was his idea, he told his friend, Nasri to call me up and prank. It was because, i didn't attend to his messages on time. TSK! Irritated but cute. haha. Back to topic, sleepover at Sis house because the night was getting late. Boonlay is not a safe place for me to go home ALONE. haha. A lot of banglas.
The next morning, went home around 7am, go out together with Sis because she need to go to work. Reached home and i took a nap till 11 ? Get ready and went out to meet Bf and friends. I got frustrated at first because of the weather, headaches, no aircon in the mrt and i have to walk to the middle track just to meet them =.= THE BEGINNING SUCKS. Bf adding on to it! But we're okay while in the train. Off to Cineleisure to get a ticket for Child's eye? I SWEAR THE SOUND EFFECT SCARES ME OUT OF SHIT BUTTTTT! THE STORYLINE IS A TOTAL CRAP! hahaha seriously. They can do much better than that =.= before movie, had lunch at KFC. and off to window shop a while and i swear i want that fox rockstar jacket and tshirt! Gonna get it with Bf. After movie went to Far east to accompany Bf shopping if i'm not wrong it was already night? Ok yey! he got one tshirt which WE both like :D Chill for a while outside Far East and off home.
Yesterday night i was so damn stressed up. Sigh, wish me luck on Monday and i really hope i'll get a job ASAP, LIKE REALLY ASAP?
Helped out during pertapis event today. It was at LagunSari Hotel. MANY TO SAY, I HAD FUN HELPING OUT:D i thought of buying some stuff at Bugis alone but since Bf wanna have dinner with me, i went to meet him for a while and had Pastamania. Baked rice for two wasn't satisfying but Alhamdullilah, it filled up my empty stomach. Had ice cream with him after that and off home. I laughed a lot and entertain Bf's lame jokes, haha. Oh ya, his friend was there after we had our dinner.
I'm so sleepy. I HAVE to stay at home tomorrow. Need a plenty of sleep as the next day, i'll be job hunting again for the last time if not i'll end up be a babysitter at home. But mama going to pay me, haha. Sound funny and awkward.