I can't exactly recall back what happened for the past few weeks. but what i know, the week we had for this week was a crucial one. our mind has to be completely focus as next week we're sitting for the N level, the papers that can help us to get within 19points. I've been memorizing but today i'll be going to Bugis with sis to buy some stuff for myself and in the afternoon i'll be meeting family @ Geylang, last minute shopping. we need to put up the "langsir" by tomorrow cause our days before Raya going to be very chaotic. too many things to settle.
for the first time in my life, i'm going out during the eve of Hari raya. mama wanna get things for us. so that's why we're in a short of time.
nevertheless, i'm not forgetting my exams. which is like, two weeks in a month? it's hard to manage my time, but i'm trying my very best to put aside those distraction in the house. bf? sigh, i wouldn't want to talk much about him eventhough we had slight arguments a few times during this fasting month.
all my weekends was spend by going to geylang with family, girlfriends and bf. but sunday, it'll be alternate, but mostly sunday was spend with family.
this year teacher's day performance was rather okay. mostly i was touched with the upper sec performance and the video slideshow. i know exactly how they felt. eventhough i have a chance to get back to school next year, but it will all depend on my result. i have no confident that i can do well for this year. i have no idea eventhough i've put some effort but i guess it's not enough. do you know that in 2013, the education system for the sec 4NA stream will be change? they will have to do VERY WELL in the N level so that they can go straight to ITE Higher Nitec or Poly within 19 points, EMB3.. It is a good system but i guess the syllabus will be hard.
enough about school. i can't believe that i'm ending my sec 4 journey with a group of awesome girls. i didn't even know that we will actually mix with them. i don't care who and what gonna be said. all i know is that, i'm enjoying every little bits of enjoyment i had in school. yesterday, we had supplementary class for mother tongue and by 6pm we're off to Rubina with Cg Sunita and her husband. we girls, took Cg's car as for the rest, took public transport. we had so much of bonding session(i guess it's just between us, cause we were non stop laughing).. too much of arguments and debate about the food place. choosy on choosing the food. everything i'll cherish it! and i hate when its time to go home, cause i'll be alone till my house area. IT IS DAMN FAR and i was very tired by then.
bf didn't even text or call me to ask about my whereabout. all i say is " throw your handphone " and he start to get fed up. then me? i'm tired and was hoping a GOOD news from you, but end up nothing happen. i reached home, change and all EXCLUDE bath(yeah i didn't shower cause i was too tired) and lying on my sofa. halfway watching Cinta Fitri, i dozed off and family woke up me up to sleep inside. and still, didn't receive any calls from bf. how disheartening!
i promise, when i have the MOST LUXURIOUS FREE TIME, i'll upload ALL pictures once my laptop is back. mark my words ok?
alright, i got to get ready as sis will be fetching me. hopefully we are taking the car. haha but hopefully not also cause it'll be jam. tsk! imy alun ):