Uhm yeah. losing all the strength that i have. feeling useless at the same time. i shouldn't have took that step. it's just useless. in the end, i'm the one who get hit back. i did not stand up for myself. forget it, as long they are happy, i will share my joy with them too :D
sometimes we have to realize that we have to sacrifice for our loved ones, no matter how hurtful it is. no pain no gain right? put aside about my feelings, lets think of the lovely soul(:
those tears were the words that said " i failed, i'm sorry " so dramatic eh? haha. nobody will get the idea of what i'm trying to say :D
PLEASE LOOOOOOK DOWN!
now say , what the hell what the hell what the hell what the hell!! haha, i don't wanna go to school. i feel the pressure now as it coming near to the reopen. my hair colour is fading, homework TOTALLY UNDONE.
i wasted my thursday to fetch Alun at Outram cause he had an interview just now. he was with his cousin, Nurra. Alun just can't stop disturb us cause both of us are shy to each other. i find it cute for Nurra and Alun to argue over the mrt line, hahahaha. then we separated, decided to go to Plaza Singapura as its been a long time since i went there. ate our late lunch and i brought along my laptop for him to service. wasted at Mac for two hour or so. went off, walked to Somerset. someone being so jakun infront of the Istana Park. haha. went into several shopping centre, survey tops/shirt and shoes. he already planned for his future school, haha. he seems to be so excited ! :D i got tired, we went home after those walk. took the red line instead of green line, wasting time.
and now, where is him? i'm worried. by the way, i watched Gelora di Hati Sara just now, i find it very sweet, sad, touching, realistic. hehe, abang was already complaining about the storyline. haha! the waka waka song by Shakira is stucked to my head and i find it very irritating. huhu.
i'm so touched to my dearest cousin, haha. she automatically wished me happy 14th monthsary when the clock tick 12am sharp despite in her situation, lol. terharu i! haha.
as those tree need roots to grow and that is also where love need someone to make it happen. Alun, te amo! heh ^^
Thursday, June 24, 2010, 11:33 PM
