the person thats having my heart is in pain and suffering alone there. i'm the worst girlfriend, the girl that can't stood by him just to accompany him. a girl who let him suffered alone and staying alone. i felt bad, really bad): how i wish, i can escape from here just to check whether you're okay.
OK I WAS BEEN FOOLED ABOUT THIS.
i read my girlfriend's post. somehow, i agreed with her. it's because i'm in that situation too. i was just trying to be friend but end up, things didn't happen as what i expected. so i had to just go with the flow which means i've been lying to myself and others. it's all true girlfriend because i thought i'm the only one who has such behaviour.
eversince last week, i've been having headaches every single day. i always took panadol for my cure it, but it's getting worst day by day even now. i'm scared..... umm, nevermind.