& its true. the problem that i'm facing seriously made my life different. i'm the cause for it. blame me, yes my mistake. but with ego, i failed to admit it to you. so, i'm just keeping everything to myself.
a lot of last minute plans yesterday and today as well. yesterday went to abang's new house & the family clean up the mess. went home around 10pm. mama said that we'll be sleeping over at abang's new house today as they need to complete the paint today. i thought of going out today but it seems like, too many last minute plans. i hate it. Ayun is sleeping i guess, thought of not texting him that i'm awake. afraid of disturbing his sleep(: so i have to go to the courts at causeway to pay some bills.
so i thought of meeting Sirah after that since i have lots of time to waste. actually, NOT. cause i don't know what to do at abang's new house later if everyone is busy with their task. urgh still can't decide yet. tsk! oh i forgot that, au want to buy for me a new shoe :D & maybe if he's free next week, he going to bring me along to catch a movie but at the same time, sis also told me that once she got her pay, she'll treat me a bit. soooooo, when can i start work? loll(not going to be happen for this year)
alright, i need to send the things down for abang's new house first. then i'll be getting ready to go out :D bye!