Thursday, February 18, 2010, 7:50 PM

Happy 15th birthday Sharinah which i prefer to call her as Rina :D zaman dulu, kakak adek angkat kata kan? so yeah up till now i still regards her as my sister, eventhough the difference of our age is just by a few months? glad that you're still Rauff. seems that you lead a happy life with Rauff and glad that your history with him doesn't repeats. last long ya :D and you have one year to go for your big examination, strive for your goals okay and do well. i know you can :D have a joyous celebration tomorrow with your loved ones. i'm sorry i won't be there again to give you hugs and stuff like the past few years. as you know, i'm not staying at the same area so that's the reason why you're missing me truckloads right? heh ! good luck in everything you do and thanks for being so hyperactive when i'm with you. mira miss you lah dear :D again, Happy birthday dek !

i'm so exhausted. hmm not so, just that my body are totally worn out. yesterday P.E was like shiokkkkkk! 3 sets of physical training and five rounds around the carpark unlike 2.4km. haha. then it was cca on the afternoon, was just memorizing steps and helped each other when they forgets. then hang out with Eika and Wanee :D Elah has to go with her boyfriend same goes with Farah and i didn't know about it up till i asked her. since i had no plan yesterday, that's the reason i decided to like hang out with Eika and Wanee.

today's timetable is so draggy. i went school alone, so went out from house 6.45-6.50 and reached Sembawang around 7am, then took my own sweet time to the Sp toilet and then off to school. it was still early as i was just on time i think. Physic was okay, im able to get hold of that new topic already. i drew a cartoon on my school diary while listening. then Fire drill practice, Ms Tan was so cute '' OKOK EVERYBODY LEAVE EVERYTHING AND LINE UP OUTSIDE NOW ! '' hahahaa, in a panic way! the reason she is like that was she doesnt want out class to be the last class to assemble at the field. then assemble, skip! C.H next : BORING! recess. then English : on comprehension/BORING! and then Math test :D i was lookin forward for that only, not so difficult for most of us. CLD was just like another ART lesson. haizzzz .

after school met Ayun and home! I Don't Like Thailand's Ghost-Searching!

because of you, i'm throwing my temper to my parents. anything they said i easily got irritated. i don't have the answer why today i'm acting differently. i gave up to the littlest thing. i can't take it what he replied to me ' fair keeeee ? ' its like gawd damn it ok. i treat you with fair FOR ALL THIS WHILE and now you said i don't understand you.

punyalah geram. it should me saying that sentence to you, ' you don't understand me '

i raised my voice while talking to parents 'cause they got the wrong words when i said tuna and blabla. forget it.

netherless, i'm stilllllllllllllllll mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. everything's going haywire. i knew that i was holding on to my tears because i hate it whenever bad things starts to happen. &i forgot that THIS SUNDAY is the lunch at hotel with aunt's friends, aunt, sis and mama. SHITTTTT! i got lots of art stuff to do, alot of homework to do. damn it. aisey bingit pah! on the brighter note, SPA Q has just started so i'm gonna watch now. bye!