everything happened, for sure there'll be reason behind it. they react such a way like obviously there's reason behind it. maybe i'm being too negative. but you should see for yourself, their attitude and way towards me are way different than before. i have no one else to turn to except Ayun, sis in law and sis. i don't find it sucks because i know this will just stay for awhile. i don't wish to hold grudges to anyone anymore. i forgive and forget but now i forget everything easily. i took things calmly but only Ayun knows ALL the stories because i complaint lots to Ayun. i've no pair of listening ear from a friend anymore, neither the closed one or bestest :D i don't mind because i want this year to be the sweetest year for me and for that i won't be too hot headed about something. all within myself.
school was busy this few days. had cca for Thursday. mon after school hangout with Ayun and as for tuesday i went home straight since the girls and i planned to photoshoot at my house and then they spent time with my family by watching wujud 2. wednesday p.e is all about physical training and i hate that. on the night itself i was exhausted and legs are all aching till friday. i had to endure for my cca practice but thankfully it was a short practice since we had to choose our clothes for the performance and someone is being a pain in the ass. Aisha, my junior : don't worry i'm not angry just hold with your words and i'm happy for you(: friday was a short day for everyone but not for some of us. i had to stayback in school because of ne meeting. we had to do filming about NE for cld lesson. tunggu punya tunggu, we had to stop halfway because it's still long.
so starting from next week gonna be a BUSY WEEK for some of us. i had to stayback in school for three days due to practices and CCA Open house. so yesterday i went out with family to river valley and expo but before that off to have our lunch at Brickwork, mama and mami were talking about their past times in Alexandra/Bukit Timah, their kampung days. so yeah that is my maternal's bonding area all. just now had to go for tuition and off i proceed with my plans.
Vampire assistant was quite okay but full with fantasy. haha! rate 3/5 for that.
okay got to finish up my art drawing and revision for tomorrow's test. Goodnight!
Sunday, January 17, 2010, 8:13 PM