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Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 7:26 PM

i'm having a mood swing. a lot of stuff happened in school.

i was totally bored in school. wasn't too attentive in Physic lessons but i was active talking about other topic. Mother Tongue is all about Composition and i'm getting sick and tired of it because i lazy to write a long essay. had a talk with girls about something and someone during recess(: Chemistry was rather okay and i was paying attention most of the time. the topic that Mrs Yeap taught, i've been taking it down at my notebook. hehe(:

after school had one hour free before CCA. so yeah, sat at the canteen and borrowed Sirah's hp just to on the phone because my battery was flat. changed into attire, took equipment and stuff then went to Indoor Sport Hall. CCA started and most of them was late, well they are excused actually(: called up the absentees what i mean is the SEC ONES and SEC TWOS girls. stop with the damn attitude, don't want come, call us up at least and told us call and stuff. come on, wake up to your senses janganlah sampai tak angkatlah. CCA was still on just now but yet you, the secondary twos just went off? eventhough you saw your Senior, Eika ? it's really embarassing okay. secondary ones pula, full with excuses eh. whats up lying to your parents and using our CCA as your excuse to go out, come on stop it for once or trying to run away when saw us and stuff. we've given you face and now you're stepping on your face. dasar tak kenang budi orang betul! jangan harap i'll be nice to ANYONE WHO JUST DITCH US okay. eventhough you have your own damn good reason, atleast have the initiative to call me up when you know my number by using your hp/public phone/family's hp/house hp and stuff. urgh! disappointed sia.

skip! while practicing, i wasn't in a good condition. i felt dizzy and i perspired alot! i wanna stop but nanti dorang cakap ape pula. so, i just give all out and endure the sickness i had.

had this NE volunteering video making stuff and it totally pissed me off. i hate it! luckily, Farah's Dad was there to picked us up. thanks yeah. and again, i took 45 minutes of shower just now. hahaha.

sometimes i wonder, i was the one who was there to help and give solution/ideas for my friend's problem. but when it comes to me, nobody was there to help(eventhough they tried, but failed). only lovely and my lovely sister with a few of friend. but mostly, i'm the only one who have to handle the pressure. i still remember sis's question for me, '' why do you even have a lot of problems at this age? '' and i still had no answer to that question up till now. i may look joyful and still being a silly girl and trying to act a super heroin, but deep down in there, i'm still the person who's still struggling through this life of mine. yeah this may sound too dramatic but however i still appreciated for whatever i have, for those who still care/love for me, having my precious one beside me always and guiding me still to the right path. but i still have a lot to improve on this life, yeah a lot. i can't continuing acting like my life's normal.

and i know, there's a lot more people is facing much more worst situation. and all i need is guidance, guidance to the right path. trying not to be influence with bad stuff.

partly, yes these are the girls whom tried to give words to my problems at times. i love them(:

&i forgot that today FYEEEEE is back from Batam trip! oh i miss her so muchy much lah):
and i'll end this post here now with a goodbye.