Hello people[: i'm feeling much much better today eventhough i'm still not in the normal mood yet. but life still has to move on right?
two days one night at Mummy's house was superb eventhough i didn't get enough sleep. yesterday cabbed with Papa to Mummy's house at night. Dirah's family was already there. watched She's the Man and talked to Dirah about her matter. chill alright cousin, try heed my advice first if not try to ignore it. i'm there for you and i believe your other friends too(: live life to the fullest but not with much misery babe. back to the topic! rot rot, eat eat, talk talk, jokes jokes and around 11pm i was already 60% sleepy. lovely text me but i was half awake because i was taking a nap and replying at the messages at the same time. wait, it sounds weird but true. i couldn't remember and know what actually i type. READ THIS OKAY. haha. the next day i woke up was around 1.15am, lovely inform me that lovely's home. so continued sleeping until 9am, because everybody was awake and started to coming there. i woke up and straight watch Miss Universe/World(i forgot). 10am, some of them has their own plan and proceed with their plan first. so me and Mummy stayed at home while waiting for the rest to come back later. them = my family and maternal side. i took my shower and then eat with Sis and stuff. Dirah came at afternoon, rot at Sis's room and singsing and out of the blue, all of us(Papa, 2nd brother, me, Dirah) slept. woke up and get ready. guest started to came. firstly was Mummy's(she's my aunt and i called her mummy) friend. and then Sis's friend, Kak Adlina and Kak Mila. My Grandfather then Kak Jannah and Pertapis Youth friends then other relatives.
i enjoyed the food very much! it was delicious :D thanks to the trio MAMA/IBU/MUMMY ! haha. i couldn't remember what happened all but i know i was in a good mood(:
last part : listen to Kak Jan and Sis's conversation about their friends relationship. and i somehow got their story and could guess about it and join in the conversation. sigh, how i wish i got those maturity in me and most of my friends? those attitude we had towards friend. i remembered this quote Sis just said to me " once you start to grow up, you'll then face more reality situation in the future. then you'll understand more " good one right? just love her lah! taught me alot of useful thing in life but i am the one who waste those opportunity.
news, Mummy(my aunt) going to Haj next week. 21 November. will be sleeping over at her house on Friday night and will be going to the airport with the maternal side and family to send Mummy for her flight. that means i won't be able to turn up for the class pit at east coast park. i'm truly sorry ya. i think you guys still are better off without me(: so afternoon, Sis gonna do her shift stuff to my house. to and fro from her camp i mean. weeeeeeeeee~ i'll be having a night sleeping partner during weekend but for one month only. bobok mira okay nana!
i think there's some conflicts going on but i won't be talking about it. because i'm not sure if there's my part in it. and i don't want that to be my burden as i had enough burden for now. so, life has been quite okay. a bit shaking lately. i felt so tired with school. 2 weeks of holidays? say whatttttt! well actually we have one month but since the malay dancer will be having practices for the last two weeks of December, i took that as 2 weeks of holidays. gosh, i want N level to end fast! i wanna go to Poly(if i got into sec 5 and pass O (Plan A) or Higher Nitec(Plan B). Mama will be taking my family out for a vacation during December! not so far, Langkawi perhaps? not sure yet or just Malaysia. still considering.. i'm still thinking about the scholarship! hais, will i be able to get it? i'm in need of cash for a lot of stuff/matter. until the decision of working has just popped out of my head. out of no where i feel like working. TSK! no, i should not work because there's only limited time for me. okay whatever mira.
it's 1.31am so is your work finish? lol. i'm out of words, Goodnight.
Sunday, November 15, 2009, 12:36 AM
