with love around me, i feel so hurt now. i've hurt my loved ones and i'm feeling guilty about it. sigh.
yesterday i had a movie marathon with myself only. i watched Cinta Uturn, Akhirat, Korean movie(1 litre of tears) i stopped till 3am and chat/webcam with my darling. then i offline till 3.59am and on the phone with darling till i doze off.
right now, people are talking, chit chatting, but yet me? i'm just kept in silence. not in the mood to be active at home like i usually did. forget about it, will be having tuition later at 4pm. i've yet finish my art, sigh. i need to buy alot of school stuffs $kAcHiNg$! tsk